death.
should we be in awe of it?
rain drops fall from the skies like a weeping child
whose toy was taken away from him.

darkened skies, rampaging weather.
what is it like to be dead. to leave all behind.
lives lost to natural disasters, to accidents, to illnesses.

it kept me thinking,
what would the lives of my beloved be without me.
i cant help but wonder. intiguing isnt it.
would i want them to spend the remaining days
of their lives reminisicing about the times we spent together?
or would i want them to led a exclusive life, having no
memories of the dead.

death.
imminent, fatal and forsaken.
one that we have no say in.
it comes and takes away everything we own.
leaving no remnants behind.

before i met C, i thought life as it is has nothing for me
to hang on to. and even if its taken away.
i would posses no anger nor resentment.
but things have changed.
i wanna be by his side till his last breath.
because this is his final decision. and it would be mine too.


/C IS DAMN BITCH!